So here I am again. Back in the world of temperature taking. Back in the land of being anxious first thing in the morning because I wonder what I'll see on the thermometer.
And the funny part? It's only CD14.
Yes, we're trying for a second baby. And true to form, I've managed to get myself completely crazy over it.
The questions swirling around in my head right now?
1. Will I actually ovulate this first cycle after going off the Pill? And will it be in a relatively timely fashion? If history is any indication of the future, yes, I will. But what if things go all wonky again?
2. How long do I wait before I say "uncle" and call the infertility doc and ask for some good ol' Femara?
3. And if I do take the Femara, am I really that comfortable with it? Last time I took it, we conceived a baby with no kidneys. And do I really believe the peri who says that the two things are completely unrelated?
Goodness. I didn't anticipate I'd be a basket case even before things got interesting.
And then...there's the fantasy. That God would grant us one good cycle after the Pill, and we'd get pregnant right away. Problem is, I'm staking a lot of hope in that fantasy. The higher you reach, the harder you fall.
And this, my friends, is why I find myself, once again, in IF blogland. Because you are the only ones who truly understand all this mess of crazy.
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I hope, for your sake, you get another quick pregnancy. It happened for us this second time again- a couple medicated cycles and then my ovaries kicked out an egg on their own.
Best of luck to you! I just popped over to see how things were going in your life, and here you've just posted for the first time in a year! Best of luck to you.
We're also starting to think about trying for another baby. Are you finding it hard to think about getting into all that stuff again? I totally am ... but if anything, pregnancy made my cycles less-regular-to-nonexistent. Sigh. :)
Wow, I just checked back on a whim, and here you are! I'll put you right back on my reader - just to remind myself to click over. Good luck.
(Also, I started my own blog, if you want to check it out. unglamorous-mommy.blogspot.com)
Yeah, it took me about 15 seconds to become crazy with the Trying Again as well. Here's hoping it goes smoothly for you.
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