I thought I’d write another post on my symptoms, since that’s really all I have to go on these days. I haven’t had an u/s since 8w3d (I’m now 12 weeks, give or take a day), and I can’t seem to get out of my mind that both of my u/s so far have been about 3 days behind what they should have been. But the docs didn’t seem worried, so why should I, right? (Right!) I go in to see my OB again next Monday, so I’m crossing my fingers she’ll do an u/s.
I would be more paranoid, except that I am feeling decidedly different than I was three or four weeks ago. Have you heard about that “round ligament pain?” Well, I’ve got it. The first time I majorly noticed it was about a week ago, when we were on our way home from a road trip. The pain in my abdomen was enough to make me gasp, and of course I thought the worst, but fortunately I was sensible enough to realize that pain that goes away in one or two minutes doesn’t mean much.
The other big, big thing I’m noticing is that I have to pee—all the time. Especially at night. It is now the norm for me to get up three times during the night. And every time, I feel this incredible, uncomfortable pressure (almost painful) that makes me feel like my body is going to explode if I don’t use the bathroom. The weird thing is, sometimes the pressure doesn’t go away after I pee. That used to worry me until I realized my bowels were just pre-warning me that I was going to, um, poo, soon. (This is getting into the TMI category, but hey, pregnancy is gross a lot of the time, isn’t it?) You would not believe how much better I feel these days after doing the ol’ No. 2.
And then, of course, there’s the general feeling of fullness I have in my abdomen/stomach. Not kicking, not movement—just fullness. Some women say they “feel pregnant” even before they miss their period. I tend to dismiss that as wishful thinking. Sort of like “love at first sight.” Now, however, I can definitely say that I “feel pregnant.” If I had somehow lost track of my cycles (ha! like there’s anything to lose track of) and had no idea I was pregnant, I would wonder what exactly was happening to my body. I feel like I just did a bunch of sit-ups yesterday, except I haven’t exercised in weeks (hey—I’ve been tired; don’t yell at me!).
So, that’s where I’m at right now. Nothing really exciting; just mildly interesting little tidbits for those of you who like hearing about this sort of thing. I have to assume that all these “symptoms” aren’t a fluke, and that there really is something (hopefully healthy) growing inside of me.
A tale of PCOS, infertility, love, life and trying to adapt to the curveballs life throws at us
Monday, September 10, 2007
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5 comments:
Yay for making it to 12 weeks! I'm feeling a healthy dose of fear and paranoia myself...does it ever really end?
It's gotta be kind fun to track your symptoms, weird as they may be. Looking forward to hearing about the next OB visit.
I know that it won't stop your worrying, but three days is within the margin of error of measurement of most machines. If it's consistant, it's also probably okay.
Mine dropped off, which would be a more worrying thing.
12 weeks wow!!! Go girl!!
Sorry if this is stupid, it's hard to keep track of all the bloggers I watck, but are you showing yet???
You are right, all B's is SO GOOD! How easy it is so gloss over all the good parts of IVF (baseline - check!, stimulation - check!, retrieval - check!, transfer - check!) and not be greatful for getting to each phase. I got 8 Grade B embryos - more than many get! Be grateful, yes!
I'll post on my little "temptation to anger" in the transfer waiting room in a bit... as it's actually funny now!
Just checking in... how are you?
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